You haven’t met me, and I haven’t met you. Not in the way that matters at least. Not in the ‘I know you and I know your soul, I know … Continue Reading You Haven’t Met Me
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I live the stories I read, the stories I write. I imagine myself in the same places as the characters I’m reading about. I imagine…
Waiting for life to happen. Waiting for life to begin and show me what it is all about. Waiting for life to get back to me on what I’ve asked … Continue Reading Waiting for Life to Happen
Sometimes you just have those days that turn everything around when you least expect it to. And it doesn’t matter if it’s a gloomy day outside or you’ve just had … Continue Reading Feeling Content in Life
What is the feeling of loneliness when you are surrounded by other people? Surely it can’t be called loneliness still, can it? I have that a lot – the sense … Continue Reading Loneliness Surrounded by People
I’ve always had bursts of creativity, of inspiration, but it’s hard to keep it up for long periods of time when the world moves so fast every day. For me, … Continue Reading Uninspired & other things
I’m happy 2020 is almost over. Don’t’ get me wrong, problems and struggles don’t magically go away with a new year, but the feelings associated with this year have been … Continue Reading You’re Not Going to Be Missed, 2020.
It’s a weird thought: how can you ever not feel like yourself? You’re always being yourself, so how come sometimes you just feel like you’re not? I’ve gotten to know … Continue Reading Feeling Like Yourself
Where do I want to be, and what do I do to make it happen? There are many things I want to do, many places I want to be in, … Continue Reading Where Do I Want To Be
A crack on the wall. A creaking floor board. An unwanted sound. A smudge on the window. Everything screams so much louder in my head right now than it should. … Continue Reading Every Imperfection Hurts
It’s late at night and I can’t sleep. It happened for a while and melatonin supplements were helping for a little bit, but I’ve gone back to not being able … Continue Reading It’s Late At Night… and I can’t sleep
I think I’ve lost track of myself. The things I usually love to do got so left behind and lost, and I didn’t even notice. I had a moment today … Continue Reading I Haven’t Written All Summer
I don’t deal well with noise. It brings up some deep anxiety and I’m not even sure where it comes from. I’m easily affected by noise and feel like my … Continue Reading loving serene nights.
I’m not a big fan of the whole cancel culture. Yes, I think if someone has done serious, irreversible damage and hurt to someone’s life, then they shouldn’t get to … Continue Reading why do people cancel women?
Everything is meant to be quiet – but it isn’t. I’ve been feeling on-edge, not able to focus, feeling unattractive and out of shape, feeling as if control is out … Continue Reading writing late at night.
I’m always been quite sensitive to noises. I’m aware if I could be bothering someone and try to be as quiet as possible. I don’t talk loud at night, and … Continue Reading why is the world so loud.