I don’t know why, but a big part of me just wants to cry. Just wants to reach out to so many people that need help.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you felt so lost, alone and hurt that the only option you seemingly had was to take your own life. What’s even more hurtful is seeing this all play out but not know the immense amount of hurt behind your beautiful eyes, your beautiful smile.
You were such a kind soul that I had the pleasure of on Terrace House for the last few months, and you were so pure and only 22. And while I know that I didn’t have any personal connection to you or know you personally, I can’t help but feel deeply saddened by the fact that you’re not in this world anymore.
It hurts to think so someone as young, kind and full of heart as you could be in so much pain and it hurts to think that there wasn’t a way someone could have helped you on time ☹ Please know that your words carry a lot of weight, even online, and you shouldn’t be spreading hate. Spread love instead, follow those you love and stay out of the drama, it’s never worth it.
Hana Kimura, Rest in Peace. You were loved and will continue to be loved. My thoughts are with those closest to you, your friends and family. I can’t imagine how much they must be suffering at the moment.
PS: if you’re going through a moment where your life doesn’t seem like it’s worth it, just know that there’s always someone out there that can help you. Please reach out for help (professional or otherwise) if you’re not wanting to be a part of this world anymore. There are a lot of people that love you and it gets better after the dark times ❤